A
Very Heartache Day—January 4
Written by Li-Chang Kuo
On the 4th day
of January, this is a very heartache day to me for mourning my father‘s death. In
1998, I held fifty or more seminars about ‘Science & Future’, and same year
I accelerated the RD of ‘IoT’ to complete Linda’s invention—‘TES’ in expecting
to avoid the coming jobless problem, so I had to go Europe
to urge my suppliers. On November 22, I returned to Tainan
for celebrating my father’s birthday with Linda and Dean, the former VP of
Chi-Mei Inc. Mr. Yuan-Chang Zhang who said that “Taiwan ’s prosperity
because of somebody like your father.” My father Kun-Cheng Kuo put
his hand on Dean’s shoulder and we took a picture together, and I’ve never
expected father soon pass away in the later few days. Thereafter, the heartache
could not be swept away and continued till today or forever.
Father made many efforts
to remain his health, because he suffered a lot when he was young. He found out
that walking ten thousand steps per day to maintain the strong legs was a best
way, but how to make it? He thus researched various methods and finally chose
the ‘Tap Dance’
to practice for years and like a professional tap dancer. He did an improvisation
in front of Mr. Zhang, we’re all happy for his performance. Father faced me and
said: “Don’t forget me as next time you’ll go France , I’ll go with you to buy a Napoleon
hat to increase the performance effects.” I promised: “Of course! Let’s go for
it.” However, I've never attained my promise because of his sudden death.
Originally, I told him “I’ll
come back to take you to Taichung
for visiting the Lab of Aerospace Center on January 1 (in 1999).” But he replied
me that “I’ll go to Taichung
for your seminar by January 6…” Unexpectedly, I can no longer talk to him since
then. Father was born in 1925 at the top rich family of Tainan, but everything
be taken away in 1937 for the sake of my grandfather rejected the Japanese
business to carry those ‘Comfort Women’ by his fleet to South-Asia. It’s very
difficult to finish my father’s primary school because no money to pay the tuition,
and often insulted by the teachers. Consequently, father did not enter the
junior high school but to be an apprentice of dentist. He quickly learned those
relevant skills about dentist; however, a conscription order came from Japanese
navy to him in 1941, so he served in the navy during the World War II for
production of the ‘Zero Fighter’. So that he always told about the aircrafts throughout
his life. Father invented and gave many automation to others during the era of ‘White Terror’
in Taiwan ,
but ‘how to improve the aircrafts’ was his most favorite. He and Mr. Zhang
appeared my one of ‘Science & Future’ seminars held in Tainan , I showed him my new product ‘Power Chip’
which size as thin as the stamp. Father was very excited to say that “I want live for 100-year-old to achieve the new aircrafts
with you by using the power chip.” Then I heard he was taken to
show tap dance on holiday, and felt headache in the evening, then be sent into
the Chi-Mei Hospital . I received the information in
my proclaiming journey and immediately reversed straight from Taipei
to Tainan , but
he had been lying in the intensive care unit in a coma. And passed away only 3
days later.
My customer, Mr. Chen who was in a plight because the
vacuum tube will be replaced by the transistor, his factory director came to my
workshop attempting to develop new things since 1970; my father commanded me
that “You must help them as possible as you can.” Because Mr. Chen had
purchased hundreds of dollar (NT$) eyelets from me when my father was put into
the jail by KMT. Moreover, father accompanied Mr. Chen to New York to take care of Mr. Chen’s trouble
with an American client, and brought a sample of ‘Portable Cassette Recorder’, it’s
said by the Jewish buyer that “If you can make it, I’ll purchase as many as you
can make.” Father gave me his instruction: “Do your best to accomplish the task
for Chen.” Soon after, Mr. Chen became the first maker and exporter of ‘Portable
Cassette Recorder’ from Taiwan
to the United States .
When I was a kid, one day went in a narrow lane; my
father held my shoulder and stepped into a small factory of bottle caps. After leaving
and on the way home, I questioned my father “Can we make those bottle caps by means
of our automation?” Father said, “Of course, 100 pieces per minute
automatically.” I wondered that “Why do not we manufacture the bottle cap?”
Father sternly warned me that “It’s an unfair competition, do not do that!” In
his view, his apprentice just learned a low-end skill from him to produce a cap
very hard for living, if we automatically producing caps that same as kill his
apprentice, and he defined that ‘Simply Unfair Competition’, therefore, I had been
starving and he looked like an impoverished man. But he told me that “To keep
faith, for the time has come, we’ll be very rich in one day.” But he still looked poor and to be a ridiculed object,
I became the only one who believes his faith on earth. Indeed, when the time
has come, we stood immediately in December 1966 by applying his one of skills.
My family was admired as a paradigm of turning-over in Tainan . In 1976, I had to be into the army,
he was threatened as I handed over the properties to him that I earned in the
past years.
Actually, I disagreed my father’s many thoughts and
actions, such as ‘Sharing’ and ‘Cooperation’; my crucial customer
asked him for introduction of several peers to divide the purchasing orders
which I made efforts to maintain. My father really did introduction someone to
my customer in order to replace me. And he even hindered I continued the
development of ‘Precision Industry’, and stopped seeking the wealth, and forced
me left Tainan
for social services. My father was a great inventor, but no any patent, he was
always against the so-called ‘Intellectual Properties’ (IP) and blamed “Patent
is a scourge!” He said: “The inexplicable litigations caused by the patent or
so-called IP to affect the peaceful society.” Good stuff should be shared with
others was his principle. His most satisfaction was pending his invention or
giving it to someone. He said that “Mass production? It’s really insult to my
wisdom!”
My father was a brave, he came forward to rescue a ‘Communist
Spy’ and ruined his career in addition to be trapped into a pitfall when Chiang
Kai-shek caught those espionages of PRC in Taiwan . My father was perseverance,
in times of plight, he never yields to the Authoritarian. My father convinced that
“It’s more blessed to give than to receive.” Even
in the days of no bread, he still expressed that “We must have the aristocratic
style for it can bear more to prosperity as we gave.” Consequently, I was always
starving as a kid, but my brain was deposited an industrial bible by my father,
so that I could not resist or disobey his instruction.
My father eventually won the respects by the local
and global friends; he made efforts to build a bridge across Tainan
to San Jose (Silicon Valley )
in 1975 that benefits many people. When he helped Tainan
city government establishing the sister city with Kansas City , Missouri
in 1978, he met Mayor Charles Wheeler who was same age as my father, and also same
as realized the aircrafts. Mayor Wheeler was a captain of the ‘Thunderbirds’, my father had
been trained to drive the ‘Zero Fight-jet’, and they clicked immediately and
received the international friendship as Taiwan in the diplomatic situation
of hardship.
Till today, the heartache can not be taken away from
me, if I was according to the original plan to take him for Taichung from
Tainan on that very day--January 1 of 1999, it might be escaped that catastrophe,
my father perhaps alive until nowadays. This assumption is able to set up, but
I was an oversight at that very moment. Therefore, many people and myself lost
a mentor of life, and his dreamed aircrafts would never be accomplished. Finally
I recognized that the idiom says “The tree wants standstill,
yet the winds do not stop.”